Zasha's Journal

Men

2006-05-22T17:44:55Z

Men are so funny. Some of them can not get away from their parents fast enough. Some of them are such Mama's boys that it hinders thier marriage. I think the Mama's boys were just raised that way. They have control freak mothers who can not bear for her children to make their own decisons. If you should run into a Mama's boy run the other way as fast as possible. They have evil mothers. They are zombies mentally. They are often codependant. All things we dont want in a guy. Then the evil mother controls your marriage and your life.

My Mother In LAW THE COW

2006-05-21T17:44:51Z

My mother in law soon to be ex mother in law is spying on me. Her own snotty son ratted her out. So I am moving my journal to friends only just as soon as I can figure it out. She is a freaking cow and a whore but this is too much for even her. Talk about evil.

I am wondering what she hoped to find out. Like I ever post anything really personal on here. She obviously wants stuff to use against me in the divorce. Everyone knows she is the controling force behind the divorce.

Even Dad sees how evil she is. He always thought she was a little delicate sick lady. Now he knows she is the other kind of sick. Sick in the head.

New Icons

2006-05-21T14:54:26Z

My two new wonderful icons come from http://www.aim-dollz.com/ They have lots of cool icons. I saw so many perfect ones that I dont feel energized to make myself new ones. :P

brycen @ 2005-11-23T00:14:00

2005-11-23T05:15:06Z

Gnome Warlock

Gnomes are strange little things. Fascinated with gadgets and shiny things, gnomes are often plotting and planning - but are pretty smart, despite all the explosions.

You're a creepy, creepy warlock. You delight in the darker things in life - such as setting people on fire, and delight in the macabre. You'd probably fake your own death just to freak people out by getting up from the casket at your funeral.

Find out your real-life WoW race and class at QuizGalaxy.com

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brycen @ 2005-10-25T22:15:00

2005-10-26T02:17:09Z

I can feel the stress. Time to get crafting those necklaces for my dealers table. I would just rather be doing something else. UGH.

Health Craziness

2005-10-24T23:30:34Z

I injured my shoulders somehow. So I am supposed to take 800 ibuprofen. However the ibuprofen is taking it's toll on my kidneys so I stoped. I am trying to drink lots of water. Regardless no drinking for me at Hallowcon this weekend. Kind of annoying to be honest. I was looking forward to a weekend spent unsober. UGH. Of course now on top of that what do I do for the pain since no more ibuprofen. So drinking to block the shoulder pain will be a contemplation.

Thursday

2005-09-29T20:58:46Z

It is really bad. M and I both forgot our anniversary. Not because we forgot forgot. I thought yesterday was tuesday because of the time out of school for Nyssa. I did not realize it was actually wednesday until dinner time. M was all thrown off as well. We are going to do something together tomorrow afternoon since he worked extra hours this week.

I woke up this morning with a Migraine. I took meds right away so I was able to still take my morning walk. I also got my rose bush fixed. Then I came home and slept till almost 1. I woke up needing more migraine meds. I did not take them soon enough though so getting Nyssa off of the school bus was hell. Damn sun does not know when to hide.

Things are better now that she is the first one off of the bus and she has stuff to keep her busy on the bus. Poor baby having panick attacks on the bus. How miserable and I did not even know until the meeting last week.

Fil took his van back yesterday. I was sad to see it go. It was nice having two cars for a while. I am starting to feel drowsy from my meds so I think I shall go lay down.

Perdue Sucks

2005-09-27T20:55:52Z

I hate the Ga governor for shuting down the schools for two days. He is not really saving gas in the way the way that he thinks. I think He did this more for budget concerns. Not only is my daughter home but we have had no tv since our Tivo blew out sunday. Today the Wow servers went down as ussual for upgrades so we had no WOW either. How mean and cruel this world is. I had one small crazed child. Of courses the servers came back up just as the Tivo was installed by the Direct TV tech.

brycen @ 2005-09-21T19:39:00

2005-09-21T23:48:28Z

The meeting at the school went well. It went better than I expected. We walked away feeling that real progress was made.

I went to Target afterwards for my meds. While I was there I got a pack each of the 4 Halloween flavors of Jones Soda. They were ok but not great. I might buy them again. The candy corn is an ugly shade of yellow which stained my hands when I spilt it.

While at Target I purchased the Desperate Housewives season 1 DVD set. I am looking forward to seeing the episodes I missed on tv and all the extra bonuses.

brycen @ 2005-09-20T20:14:00

2005-09-21T00:19:58Z

Ok I got a 60 day delay on my jury duty. It gives me time to get a drs note explaining why I am just not jury duty material. :)

My appointment with Nyssa's school people is tomorrow morning. M's parents are taking me before they leave for vacation. I really really hope that goes well.

M's Grandparents are in town tonight. They were supposed to go on to vacation with M's parents but are returning home tomorrw. Grandpa just does not feel well enough to do the trip. It worries me.

I need to get out in the yard and water my parched plants. Then I am going to take my meds, shower, and lay down to read.

Jury Duty

2005-09-19T01:05:31Z

I am so not looking forward to Jury Duty. Turns out that it is tomorrow. UGH. I have to get up at 6:30 and be there by 8 AM. I really really hope that I can get out of it based on the hardship that it causes me in caring for Nys.

Books and More

2005-09-18T01:29:28Z

Simon R Green has a series that is similar to the Jim Butcher stuff I read. I have had one book in my tbr pile for a while. I only just realised that there is multiple books in the series. I have three more on hold at the books store. I will let you know how they are.

Daddy just finished all of The Dresden Files by Jim Butcher. He really likes the series. Although he thought book 1 could have been better. I will not argue with him there.

Sucky Day

2005-09-15T20:02:24Z

I just busted my toe big time on my fireplace base. It is all bloody. I am having a really sucky day today. The principal called back and tried to reschedule for Wednesday. I told her No I have Jury Duty Tuesday and I have no clue what after that. At least the government was kind enough to put my jury duty on server downtime day. Next week is going to be super sucky. I am going to let my extra opionated side come out big time so I do not have to do jury duty.

Nyssa

2005-09-15T17:47:03Z

Nyssa is in trouble at school. We have a major meeting with Vice Principal on Monday. I am so not happy with her. I am over stressed about it. I know part of the problem is that she does not get along with the bus driver or the bus driver's daughters. I have asked them to switch her to another route. I am to the point of getting a restraining order against the bus driver and her daughters. That would force the school's hand in the issue.

Outside of the bus issues she has been a little aggressive with kids who tease her at school. Both M and I were tormented through school. You would think we would have some good advice to share with her on dealing with this but we do not have anything good to say. Well outside of spiting only spreads germs and steping on toes is worse than bad words. At least I am not giving her the same crap that my mother gave me about all the kids being jealous of "my beauty"

The whole call from the VP triggered a bad migraine last night. I was a ball of stress and pain. I took 600 ibuprofen and 75 benedryl and went to sleep once that hit. At first I thought my allergies were being crappy because that was one of the worse migraines I have had in a while but it had no ocular affects which I always have. I did not feel like taking my migraine meds on top of all that once I realised what was up.

I feel slightly better today. I did write a long note to the principal in email explaining almost all the circumstances of the situation on the bus before the meeting so I could get them all out and in order of significance before the meeting.

Books

2005-09-14T19:53:47Z

I have read quite a few books lately. I read the new Undead book Undead and Unappreciated. I have read the rest of Charlaine Harris' Sookie Stackhouse series. All of which are wonderful Vampire novels. I recomend both series. I am about to finish Dresden Files book 6 if I can ever get back onto it. I got Daddy started reading that series while I was in Florida with him for his surgery. I picked up Carpe Demon today. I am looking forward to that book greatly. After that I will start the Kim Harrison witch series. In audio books I listened to Mistress of The Dragons and Wicked. Those were both good. Wicked was really well done and unique.

I also have a couple of cross over romances in my tbr pile. In october when I go to Hallowcon in Chattanooga I will be taking all my old Mercedes Lacky books to the used bookstore. Well at least the ones that I have read except for my Vanyel Omnibus. :)

I am always looking for new authors to read especially in witty vampire stuff. Witty Vampire stuff written for a female reader is even better.

Piercings and Doctors

2005-09-14T19:24:53Z

Today was my most dreaded pap smear appointment. I felt a little nervous about it. This is my first one since I was pierced down there. This Doctor has never said anything before about piercings that I have had elsewhere. However 3 spots is the charm. He gave me the germ lecture. I promptly told him the quality of place that did my piercings offended that he would think that I would go just anywhere to get pierced. So now that I have home I sent him the link to my piercer's website. All I could think of on the way home is that my piercer is better than he is about this stuff.

Dragon Con

2005-09-01T02:12:54Z

I am not going this year as many of you know. The reason being that after two two week trips to Florida to take care of my Dad through these foot surgeries I am taped out emotionally and money wise.

Also Brycen+ Stress+ Dragon Con=BAD. Last year I went and I was too stressed. I regreted my wierd behavior later. Lets not have a repeat of that. I will pop by to visit with out of town friends at the hotel at some point but I will not actually attend the con.

Today

2005-09-01T02:04:11Z

The trip to my Dad was stressful but well worth at. I knew at least that he was well cared for. He was in the hospital so long that he started writing a book just to entertain himself. He is home now after three weeks in the hospital.

I spent two weeks there taking care of things that needed to be done. Fixing fish tanks and running errands mostly. I also would sit with him a few hours each day.

Everybody is happy to have me home. Even the guinea pigs squeeked when I walked in the door last night. M though they were just looking for food perhaps but when I held each one this morning they seemed especially affectionate and happy to see me. Most affectionate was Hershey who did not even bite me. She just sat and nibbled my fingers while I held her.

Home

2005-08-31T04:25:42Z

I arrived home from Florida safe and sound tonight. I am exhausted and ready for bed.

Books

2005-08-11T13:36:06Z

I have finished two books recently. Queens Fool was really good. I loved the story. The end made me want to cry. Phillipa Gregory is a wonderful writer. Her books feel nice in your hands as well.

I also finished the new MaryJanice Davidson book Undead and Unappreciated. It was wonderful. I have been looking forward to that one as much as I have the new HP.

I am currently finishing up Dresden Files 6 so that I can read Dresden files 7 which is laying on my couch. Everyone else has read my copy. I got the first audio book from that series in the hopes of getting M hooked on it. I love that Butcher is offering a one disk MP3 version of the audio book now. My house is full of audio book cds.

I am also currently listening to Mistress of Dragons on audio CD book. I joined a really cool program called audibles which makes getting audio books cheaper.

I am trying to decide what paperback I should take with me to Dad's house. Something to fit in my purse easy perhaps.

Awake Early

2005-08-11T13:22:28Z

I am trying my best not to go back to sleep this morning. It may be a loosing battle. As a reward to myself I am going to order in chinese. Bad chinese but still.

I am going back down to Florida for another two weeks on Tuesday. Daddy is back in the hospital. He lost the rest of the toes on that particular foot as the infection spread. The first wound is at least healed up now. He is driving the nurses and Drs crazy and they are driving him crazy in return. They tried to get my brother to knock some sense into him. I am not sure that it was truley sucessful but he is calmer now. Of course it helped that they switched him from percoset to valium.

I am bored. I need out of this house but with gas prices soaring I do not feel like taking the car from M. I need to figure out what I am going to put on my MP3 player for the plane ride down to Florida. I have 128 megs so the choices are music or an audio book. One thing is that I can not change it out in Florida. Dad has now internet connection at the moment.

Harry Potter Finished

2005-07-29T21:17:44Z

I just finished book 6. I am kind of disappointed by the ending. This was definately not a childrens' book. This was maybe really dark high school stuff. I offered to buy a copy for my niece. I am now glad that she turned me down. Her mother would have hated me for it.

I am alive

2005-07-25T15:28:01Z

I know it has been forever since I posted in my LJ. Iam alive though. Things have been crazy here. Nyssa being out of school and all. Two weeks ago my dad had his big toe removed so I went down to Florida to help him out. I just got home Saturday evening.

I think I now take the cake for wierdest robbery. Someone robed my car. They took my radio plus my Dog's stuff. Yep his crate, food, greenies, and leash were all stolen from my car. I accidentally left the door unlocked after unloading the most important stuff upon arriving. I was so tired from the drive down. I had to buy the dog new food but it was not what I normally fed him so he ate the cats' food. Dad was so disturbed by this incident that he went to get a guard dog. He got an Akita/chow mix that we named Momo.

We are all happy to be home. Dh stayed home to work while we were gone. I missed him greatly. I got Arthur his new crate in which he ran in and out then smiled happily about. He also ate three cans of his favorite caned dog food upon arriving home. Nyssa is over at my in laws until tonight so that I could have some child free time. I did not even get 5 minutes away from her in the last two weeks. On top of which I had my niece for quite a few days as well.

I got my HP book and cd set while I was down there. I wish that I could have gone to a party or something. With my schedule down there I could not even stay awake long enough to go to the midnight sale. I am only on chapter 26 so no sharing endings with me please. :)

All Of a Sudden......

2005-03-23T03:03:39Z

Nyssa is willing to clean her room and help with the house to boot. Can you guess why? Yep she overheard me talking about the upcomming Emerald Rose concert and she wants to go.

ARGH

Quiet

2005-03-23T00:00:33Z

I know that I have not posted much lately. I have been working up my windows box so that I could play World Of Warcraft. I have also been playing World Of Warcraft a lot too. Tau and I fight over who gets the window box. It is a day I never thought I would see coming.

Nyssa has been driving me nuts today. She refuses to clean her room. She wants me to do it for her. Having been a child who grew up with weekly maid service I think it is a diservice to let her get away with that. She is making me crazy though so I am having a nice quiet moment with a nice glass of semisweet reisling and The Charms blaring on my CD Player. My goodness he has a lovely voice. Their lead singer that is. Nothing like his voice and wine to calm my nerves.